Oh the Hell, my class is at 4th floor :O But thank God cikgu tknak ajar sebab penat. Hhahahahahhaa Okay I got oral test for BI tadi. Dapat tajuk ni : Me me me. It's all about me. Hhahaha nasib baik weh dapat tajuk senang *Itu pun merepek psl binatang. Zzzzzzz Next week exam. Sekolah lain sume dah habis exam. Knape skolah aku lambat? Tkkan tngu budak budak PMR trial baru kitorang exam? Hurrrrr -.-" Semalam tengok Sekali Lagi. Sumpah weh tknak tengok lagi. Meleleh dah air mata. Sebelah dah lah Mike -.-" Tp tktau lah dia perasan ke tk enn. Harap-harap tk perasan lah. Tp memang best lah cerita dia, smpai aku pun menangis. Okay gotta stop here. mandi, pastu makaannn.


Lama gila pegi Kip Mart enn? Dating ape? -.-"

Every night I cry and every single tear I drop, I die inside, I try to hide the fact I'm feeling lost. You're in my thoughts, I start to search inside what is the cost to have you back cause now I write about the fact it's you I lost. I'm in the dark please light up this place so I can see to walk. I'm feeling the world and time is in a pause. I don't know where to start, and you still have my heart. It's getting very hard cause we're apart, I really need to talk about how I feel this pain is real. I can't believe that you don't know. Why an't you see you're hurting me, am I invisible? I'm feeling low and nobody needs me anymore. I sit alone always at home. Can you get this visual? This pain is visible, and I thought that I was blind. I'm acting happy while you're laughing with him yeah I'm fine. And then I turn around and guess what? I'm really crush. My heart is stuck, I'm out of luck, you've shown me that I'm nothing much. Since the day you left, I just want my life to be same. Going back to the beginning from where it all started. Back when we was together far from broken hearted. It's been awhile I heard that phrase with the 8 letters 3 words. My sky has turn grey and I lost the hope and stop praying. In my bed I'm laying, tears start to fall. Staring at my phone wishing you would call, but you never came through. Please tell me what to do to fall back into your arms again, to laugh and to smile again, to feel your love again. I missed the days when you were the protector of my heart, my soul. I never once dream of letting you go. I slowly change cause day by day the same pain always strain my brain. I feel so clod, I'm getting old. Nothing to hold me, you're not around to hold me down, I'm left to broke and cry through night. My head is light cause blood keeps leaking, tell me why? Why did you leave me to believe your choices and your thought is real. I did you right, I held you tight always, I'm like the seasons, I changed from given to red, I'm all alone in bed. I stare the ceiling felling stress. Never thought I'd be the ex, never thought there'd be a next. So exhausted still cannot rest cause all I ever do is let regrets get the best and yet I try to stand cause I know that it's what you'd want and I don't even know why I still care when I know you're gone. Do you still think of me, am I a memory? Cause I remember you and us. I miss the late night talks and your voice on the phone. Tell me girl, if you still feel the same that when you're dreaming at night, you still seeing my face that you're missing all those late night talks on the phone. That without me in your life, you feel so alone. Cause if you don't and you say you were done, then all the feelings I thought were feeling so wrong. And it might be true, that cupid doesn't lie. But it doesn't matter how cause you're not in my life. Girl, I really hope you will give me one more chance to prove myself the best cause without you, there's nobody else. 


*These ain't true. Truly fake. And I hope it won't be real. Reshape my heart and break? Nope. It won't happen again. Cause I believe Miaa will never do that.