A lot of beautiful love song, quotes and poem. But none of those were enough for me to convince you the exactly how much you mean to me. Only you can feel it. How? Only you know. When you feel someone always there for you when you're feeling down, broke or alone that's mean someone is trying to offer you something wonderful. Something that could bring peace to you or even change your life. It is love. The price isn't too much. Just love me back the same way as I do or even more. I give you my 100% but I got 1000% in return. Thinking bout us, somehow I know I already done searching. I'd met the one for me. It was worth it. Wasn't it great to have someone with us in any kind of situations? Would you felt you been appreciate? I love it. This is the exactly happiness I'd been looking for. I was almost giving up but you came in the last minute. Gave me hope, gave me strength I feel like I'm alive again. More alive than entire my whole life. I can't replace you. I need you too much. I will always try my best to make you stay. I just couldn't afford to lose you. I promise you will be my last. And I promise that I will bring this relationship to the next level. I will put a ring at your finger and kiss your forehead as I should do. I know one day you gonna lay down beside me as my wife. It's my only hope. And I wish is I want you to be happy. Nothing more important than you. Don't change. I just love you by the way you are. Without you I'm nothing so tell me what can I do without you by my side? Oh please. I never want to be back to be just me. Please never leave because the only reason I'm smiling is because of your love. It's the only thing I need from you.

Hello yall, hhaha lambat sikit update. Sepatutnya Sabtu haritu. Okay first, I want to thank to my hubby for the Morgan. Bukan dia yg beli tp aku yg beli. Hhaha okay pelik knape aku berterima kasih kat dia? -.-" Sbb dia yg tolong bayarkan deposit for this watch at Jusco Tebrau City and selebihnya aku yg bayar. Nak tahu harga dia bape? Hhaha sorry it's secret :P Kat CS dah tkde dah jam tu tp nasib baiklah kat Jusco tu ade. And now I'm the 5th luckiest lady who wear this watch in JB. So now jam tu dah tk dijual kat JB lagi dah sbb I'm the last who bought it. Morgan just ada at City Chain only. Negeri lain tktaulah ade org beli ke tidak tp rasanya ade kot sbb jam tu lawa! Okay puji jam sndr hhaha Lantak aku lah. Klau jam tu tk lawa aku tk belilah. Masa November 4th haritu, Mike ada bagi semangat kat aku. Dia kata sabarlah. Mana tahu awak dpat lebih nnt. Aku senyap je. And mulut dia mmg masin. Aku dpat 2 jam yg aku suke. melebih-lebih pulak aku ni. Hhaha aku nak cerita masa keluar haritu -.-" First place aku pegi is Summit. Nak beli kasut sbb masatu aku pkai selipar aje sbb kasut aku dah rabak dah sbb aku guna kasar sgat -.-" Lepastu baru pegi City Chain. Mestilah masuk terus pegi tempat Morgan and jam tu tkde gupenye org tu simpan. Hhaha bodoh aku ni. Bila dia keluarkan tu aku check dulu mana yg tk okay. Berat jugak jam ni. Lepas dah bayar tu aku senyum je. Hhaha skrg ni pun senyum jugak. Ngeheh~ Kitorg naik atas terus beli tiket Mission Impossible 4 Ghost Protocol. Walawey smart seh cite dia. Tom Cruise pun sama. Hhaha tp dia dah nmpak tua dah sbb rambut dia. Klaulah aku dpat berlakon dlam cite mcam tu mesti income byak $$$$$$$ Hhaha berangan aje aku. Cerita dia mmg boleh bagi semua bintang yg ada kat alam semesta ni. Aku mmg suke tgok Mission Impossible ni hihi. Bila keluar wayang dia ajak jejalan kat kedai bawah. Nak shopping letew ^^ Masuk Esprit nmpak 1 sweater ni Ya Allah best nye klau pkai. Lebut betul kain dia. Lepastu mak dia smpai mak dia kata sruh survey dulu. So aku survey satu2 kedai. Tkde sweater pun yg aku berkenan. Nak itu jugak! Mike dah mcam malas nak layan aku dia senyap je. Masatu perasaan membuak nak beli sweater tu. IDC! Lepastu baru dpat beli. Yezza puas hati aku. Lepastu makan then jejalan tgok barang, tgok org. And I wanna buy Galaxy Ace. Yes aku yakin aku dapat. InsyaAllah. Lepastu aku tgok Nikon 1. Err aku mmg suke Nikon tu tp mahal. Aku target under 2000 je. Masuk tmpat Sony tu ada satu ni aku berkenan mm tp not bad lah. Hhaha tngulah berabad aku nak beli nanti. 

Okay nak out ni. Hhaha tata.

Hello, miss me today? Atototo shian -.-" Hhaha okay harini aku rasa aku gedik sikit kot titibe nak post psal laki aku ni. I don't know what the hell just happen to me. Hihi maklumlah, baru blek dating kat JBI. Tkdelah dating mane pun. Hikhok == Okay let's start. Mm aku tktau nak start cane nih Hhaha okay. Calm down... Tarik nafas, hembus, tarik, hembus. Hsl ni? Hhaha okay stop all this nonsense. Mm, tk rmai org tau kot aku cpl dgan dia. Okay cpl tk sedaplah. Mm married lah baru best! Hihi okay sambung, aku start kenal dia ni tahun lepas dekat tuition and aku langsung tkde perasaan kat dia masatu. Hhaha ada 1 hari ni aku ckap kat Bonzer, ada lagu Not Afraid tk? Lagu tu lagu Eminem. And Luqman ckap hsl tk tye Mike? Dia peminat setia Eminem. Okay aku tktau pun. Hhaha pastu Bonzer ckap 'lagu tu tk sedap so aku tk ambik'. Aku pun, kfine. Hihi. Tapi, 1 day, aku dgan Bonzer dduk depan dia and dia terkeluarkan 1 buku dia. Masatu aku tgah buat keje and Bonzer nmpak buku tu dia terus baca. Bonzer kata Mike ni pandai buat ayat. Dari mana dia tahu tu aku tktau. Bila aku tgok buku Mike tu aku tye die, kau ambik ayat ni kat quote google search ke? Hhaha dia senyum je. Dia kata tk lah, aku buat sndr. Amboi Bonzer pinjam kot buku tu. Tp aku tk kot, or pinjam? Eh yeke? Oh lupelah aiyo sorry. Lepastu day by day aku slalu sebut nama dia. Bukan sebut 1 je. Tp byak! Hhaha aku suke sebut nama dia mcam burung kejar ayah Nemo dlam cite Nemo tu. Hhaha aku mmg suke ckap cenggitu. Bonzer slalu tye aku suke die ke? But I denied all that. At last, 1 hari tu aku sruh dia add aku, dia add, aku approve and kitorg start rapat. Makin lama makin rapat and aku makin suke kat dia. 1 day, aku nak terus terang kat dia yg aku suke dia. Tgah nak bgtahu tu, aku rasa berdebar pulak. Hihi dia punyelah paksa aku sruh ckap. At last aku ckap jugak. Hhaha dia tk caye sbb die kata rmai org tk suke die. Hhaha maknanya aku peliklah ae? == Trolol baru tahu skrg ae cemane? Hihi. Lepastu kitorg jadi rapat sgat! Tp masatu aku ada masalah sikit and titibe aku rasa hilang suke kat dia. Bodoh kan aku? Tp yg sedihnya, dia text aku setiap hari tp aku mcam nak tknak aje layan dia. Hm masatu aku suke sorg ahli Angry Birds ya'ni kawan dia. Okay aku tknak ckap pape psal tu and korg pun tayah tahulah ea? Mamat tu patut campak dlam sungai je bagi buaya mkan. Okay sambung. Lepastu lama-lama dia give up, dia tk msg aku langsung and aku pun tk msg dia langsung sbb aku dah happy masatu. Happy sementara jela. Naik tahun ni, awal tahun, masatu tuition Science, okay act yg tu before aku dpat tahu aku masuk pure science. Tkpelah at least blajar sikit tp aku bodoh dlam bab Science ni hihi. Okay sambung, masatu dia dtg dgan kwan dia. Aku tk layan pun dia. Dia pun sama. Maybe dah sakit hati sgatlah kot. Hm okay tkpe aku boleh terima. Day by day, dia start msg aku. Ada 1 hari tu, dia sruh aku teman dia sbb dia tk boleh tidur kot. And aku temanlah. Day by day, setiap hari dia msg aku. Lepastu setiap masa msg aku. Lepastu dia makin rajin dtg tuition daripada tahun lepas. Hihi. 1 day, aku lepak dgan Jannah and dia ckap psal perangai kwan Mike tu and baru aku sedar aku dipermainkan. Dia tu sebenarnye player. Bukan Mike, but his friend. Then aku blek rumah aku call dia. Aku menjerit kot kat dia ckap mamat tu player. Mike ketawakan aje. Dia kata, bongok, yg kau percaya kan sgat kat si budak tu buat ape? Eceh, at least aku dah tahu perangai mamat tu aku terus tinggal dia. Yg kau tu, kena game slalu tk serik2 lagi. Hihi sorry honey ^^ Lepastu aku moody skejap, and aku sruh dia happy kan aku and he gave me this, what if I told you that I would cross a thousand mile to make sure you're okay. Go to Africa, look at you and I say mo dor wo means I love you. I'm in Arabia habibty albi inty I miss you be next to me, go to Italy searching for melody, finally met you in JB yes we were meant to be. Ayat tu lah for the first time aku dpat. Then I said, yeah I love you Mike. Hhaha then he can't believe it. Then I explain him one by one, barulah dia berterus-terang. Atototo malu gupenye dia ni. Nasib baik aku yg bukak langkah dulu. Nak tngu dia? Fuh berabad -.-" Hee lepastu he ask me out. Kebetulan pulak haritu aku nak keluar dgan mmbr aku, Nutella and Nasya. Hhaha Nutella tu Naddy Yaya. Mike yg bagi nickname tu sbb aku slalu panggil Nadya just Nad aje. Dia fkir Nut. Hhaha aparaaa. Masatu first time kluar dgan dia, eceh malu-malu konon. Dgan mmbr2 aku lagi. Hhaha kfine, boleh accept.  Hhaha mcam cpl pulak kitorg ni, padehal tk cpl pun, then aku decide nak kahwin dgan dia. Hihi act dia pun sama jugak. Dia plan nak cpl masa birthday dia, 19.7. Tp masatu lama sgat so aku decide nak pilih 19.3. Birthday aku 14.3 so aku ambik num dia, 19 and my birthday month, March. Heee that's our secret. Malam 18.3 tu aku kat KL sbb family aku saje nak jejalan kat sana. Malam pkul 12 tu aku tk tidur lagi so aku msg dia this :

 Me : Dah 19.3 dah ni ^^

Mike : Okay. Close your eyes, count to three then open it.

Me : Dah :)

Mike : Then now I'm yours.

Me : Yeaayyy!!!

Pelik right? Well, kitorg tk mcam korg sume tu, nak cpl kena guna ayat yg romantic, pigi dah, tk sweet mana pun nengok hhaha XD And lama-lama tu kitorg tertukar conversation pulak. Kitorg tukar from kau aku jadi abg syg. Hhahaha. Okay ni lah start ceritanya, aku ckap aku nak cerita psal dia enn? Hhaha oteyh, shut up and listen to the song and read this. Mula-mula aku fkir dia ni biasa-biasa je, like, mcam lelaki lain, malu-malu dgan gf sndr, tk byak ckap, tk sporting, tk berapa nak funny. Mula-mula he got all that. But then 1 day aku tegur dia try to be a little sporting and sure I'll be okay. Then he show his true color. Ambik kau! Hhaha tk sama langsung dgan yg lama. Gupenye dia pandai buat lawak, sporting, romantic. Eceh hihi, dia baca ni mesti kembang, aaaa nampak, senyum2 dah. Pastu senyum nmpk gigi. Hhaha seee :P I know you lah honey. Hihi oteyh sambung, dulu kitorg tk pena gaduh. Kitorg slalu lepak Mcd PM sementara tngu tuition malam. Dia slalu cite psal kisah hidup Eminem, dia slalu cite psal family dia, kisah hidup dia. He change me, my thoughts, my style. Surely he change everything about me. Hell yeah, rmai perempuan ckap sume lelaki sama. Kau tu yg gedik sgat pegi pilih mamat yg madah gila market, gila barang memang lah kau yg kena game, kau yg bodoh pegi pilih budak mcam tu apa pasal? Tu lah tandanya korg ni gila market tahu tk? Budak market korg layan, budak tk market, ada korg layan? Tkde kan? Aiyo too bad lah. Okay sambung, hihi kitorg actually memang anti budak gila market. Trolol tahu sbb ape? Sbb aku fkir dorg ni desperate sgat nak market. Okay sambung, dia kata, klau dia rindu aku, dia dduk kat balcony and look at the moon and take the paper and write I miss you Miaa smpai penuh kertas tu. Bila jumpa aku sibuk nak kiss pipi aku bykbyk sbb dia rindu. Dia kata nnt tk dpat lagi. How sweet. Tp aku je jarang kiss dia. Nnt org ckap ape pulak. Hihi. Bila kitorg jumpa mesti dia letak hp dia dlam pocket sbb tknak org ganggu. Dia slalu ckap dlam perut aku ada baby sbb dia nak sgat anak. Dia suke. Nnt tkdelah sunyi dduk rumah. Dpat tgok anak sndr, muka campur. Hihi habislah anak aku ada 7 mix. Walao hihi. Bila aku merajuk sikit mesti aku lari, alolo gedik sikit == Dia suke sgat kejar. Even aku jalan depan dia sikit pun tk boleh. Mesti nak kejar sbb dia takut aku lari. And sebenarnya dia lagi kuat makan dari aku. Aku dah lah kuat makan, dia double. Walao. Aku slalu ckap kat dia, mkan tk gemuk gemuk pun. Dia kata mana boleh gemuk, nnt nak kejar awak susah. Awak dah lah slalu lari. Hihi tetau aje dia ni. Dulu, dia slalu ckap psal barang yg ber-brand ni. Aku tk kisah sebenarnya pkai ape pun janji okay. Yg peliknya mana dia tahu sume? Dia kata mak dia yg ajar sume ni. Yeah I know his mum. And dia ni gila bola and gila jam. Aku mmg tk suke bola. Jam pun sama. Aku pkai jam bila aku betul2 berkenan aje. But then dia ajak aku survey satu2 kedai jam. Sumenye aku tk berkenan but then masuk City Chain barulah berkenan dgan Morgan watch tu. Bila dia ajak aku pegi rumah dia aje mesti dia kiss aku dlam lif. Dia dah tahu aku slalu pegi tingkat 8 tgok pemandangan S'pore. ANd dia slalu bwak aku pegi situ. Bila naik atas je dia slalu hug aku dari belakang, kiss my shoulder, my cheeks. Alololo~ Okay ape lagi ek? Selalunye perempuan ni tk percayakan lelaki. But I do. I only trust Mike. Yg lain tu tak sbb aku tahu yg lain tu penyangak tk boleh pkai. Okay some of them lah hihi. Dia klau boleh nak 1 badan berbulu. Aku pun tktahulah knape. Aku klau boleh 1 badan nak togel. Hhaha okay sungguh ku tk fham. Bila kitorang gaduh je mesti aku yg merajuk. Ada 1 hari tu, otw pegi tuition dlam bus, dia merajuk dgan aku sbb aku tk bagi dia tgok ic aku. Hhaha lepastu dia senyap aje. Lepastu dia press button and just leave the bus without me. Dia tk ckap pape pun, terus tinggalkan aku aje dlam bus tu. Dlam hati aku ckap, kfine, nak pegi sgat tkpe. Kena pape kat aku jgan menyesal. Jahat jugak aku. Lepastu aku turun kat jejantas and aku jalan buat dunno aje tk pandang kiri kanan. Aku fkir dia kat blakang tp dia tkde pun. Aku yg smpai awal tuition tu. Bila smpai aku main game dlam hp Hhaha. Aku check kirikanan dia tkde pun. Cikgu aku dah dtg aku terus blah naik atas. Pastu dia dtg dduk sebelah aku, relax aje ketawa dgan mmbr2 dia. Aku buat je hw aku. Lepastu dia dduk depan, aku blah pegi bilik form 5. Buat hw kat situ. Dlam kete masa balik dia pujuk. Dia kata dia tk tahan nak terkencing masatu sbb tu dia turun awal and dia fkirkan aku ikut skali. Lepastu dia pegi Petronas check aku tkde. Dia dah risau pastu dia terus pegi tuition. Menangis aje aku dlam kete -.-" Tp ada jugak bende yg aku buat dia betul2 marah. Masatu tk tuition, kitorg lepak PM then nak blek tu, aku tknak dia blek jalan kaki. Aku nak dia naik bus kat tmpat aku. So aku ajak dia tngu kat bus stop. Lepastu aku sruh dia tngu situ. Lepastu aku smai rumah dia kat situ lagi. Hm dah tngu lama tu dia terpaksa jalan kaki blek rumah. Walao kesian nye kat dia. Klau boleh aku nak patah blek time tu, nak betulkan blek. Tknak bagi dia mrah smpai cenggitu skalie. Sumpah aku tk boleh tgok dia penat, tknak tgok pape jadi kat dia. Hm aku just nak dia selamat aje smpai rumah itu aje. Tp dia punye marah kat aku mcam marah kat org yg maki dia. Hhaha okay sudah. Panjang sudah. Hhaha dia ckup risau klau aku sakit. One day, dia ajak aku ikut dia pegi main futsal, time aku tgah sakit jugaklah dia ajak. Trolol aku tktau maksud dia. But aku okay masatu. Sakit dalaman aje. Hihi. Lagi 1 perangai dia, dia tkkan kenal kwan lama dia. Dia tk boleh igat. Klau yg dia igat tu mmg bertuah sgatlah but most of them dia tk igat. Ape teruklah dia ni hhaha sume dia tk igat. Yg dia igat kisah silam dia aje. Hhaha. Bila dia tolong mak aku berniaga, mesti dia terpanggil mak aku ibu and mak aku pun layan aje. So skrg it's up to you lah nak ckap sume lelaki sama or not. Bagi aku not all guys are same. Ada yg baik, tp korang tk sedar. Yang jahat jugak korang nak. 

This is one of my favourite picture with him. Taken at his house by Emal. And yes I do believe him hundred and ten percent. And I do love him so much and swear I do. There's no lie about that. You've show me your love. You taught me everything about true life. You change me and yes you did. Iloveyou Mike!

I watched Cats 101 yesterday and guess what? I fall in love with Ragamuffin and British Shorthair. So bila aku dah kahwin nnt aku nak kahwin kan kucing ni and they will get a lovely and beautiful kitten. Lol best nye time tu. Hhaha okay let's see, boleh ke Ragamuffin and British Shorthair kahwin? Mm bolehlah kot. Nah, 

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This is Ragamuffin

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And this is British Shorthair. And they will get..

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The one and only, British-Muffin! Hhahaha okay this is actually breeds of British Shorthair. I use this photo purposely cause this British breed have blue eyes. But most of them actually got gold eyes and most of Ragamuffins blue eyes. See, this photo was taken at winter. And colour dia pun menenangkan hati. 

So this is the personality of Ragamuffin:

The only extreme allowed in this breed is the very docile nature. The Ragamuffin loves people and is very cuddly and affectionate, with a tendency to go limp when held. While not terribly athletic, they love playing and climbing scratching posts, and some will even fetch toys. They greet family members at the door and will follow their people around the house. Because of their gentle nature, Ragamuffins are generally kept indoors for their own protection. They can be vocal at times and are very lovable and attentive. Fanciers who raise both Ragdolls and RagaMuffins find their temperaments to be very similar. These cats are good with any household.

And this is the temperament of British Shorthair:

British Shorthairs are an easygoing breed of cat. They have a stable character and take well to being kept as indoor-only cats, making them ideal for apartment living. They are not terribly demanding of attention, though they will let their owner know if they feel like playing. They enjoy mouse type or stick style toys. They are not hyperactive cats, preferring to sit close to their owners rather than on them. They might supervise household activities from a comfortable perch or perhaps the floor.

British Shorthairs are wonderful cats for people who work, as they are very happy to simply laze around the house while their owner is out. They do not get destructive or need other animals for company, though they do enjoy having another British Shorthair or a cat with similar temperament around.

They like attention and enjoy being petted. They are not a very vocal breed but will meow to communicate with their owners, for example when they are hungry and their food is being prepared. They may also meow at their favourite toy as they play with it. British Shorthairs have a tendency to follow people from room to room, as they may want to be with their owner and see what is going on. Some do not mind being cuddled, but most prefer to keep four paws on the ground and be patted rather than picked up.

Goddam at Wikipedia : The Free Encyclopedia

Hello makcik makcik kepoh sekalian, I have something to share. It's about my day today. Sucks lah jugak -.-" Meh sini nak cerita. Aku smpai sekolah pkul 8.15. Hihi biasalah trandmark aku sekarang ni dtg lmbt ke sekolah. At least dpatlah time nak tidur kejap kat rumah. Harini exam PJK and PSK. Susah kan? Susah nak fail kan? XD Lepas habis sekolah pergi CS pulak. Bukannya aku pkai baju sekolah, pkai baju biasalah. First place aku nak invite is City Chain ;) Mestilah nak tgok my lovely watch, Morgan :') Punya bersemangat nak masuk, lepastu bila masuk tgok position jam sume dah lain. Rasa lain mcam aje masa tu. Lepastu cepat-cepat pergi kat Morgan watch. Cariklah my watch. Lepastu carik punya carik, pelik jugak mana jam aku. Where's my watch?!!!!! Tanya orang tu, ada orang dah beli. Hadoyyyy, sedih gila bhaii. Aku mengidam jam tu masa raya lagi wey kau sampai hati beli jam tu. Malang nasib orang tu bila kau jumpa aku. Koma tk terbangun kau. Nanti kau! Lepas tu terus tkde mood. Hm. Nak tgok jam yg mana? Alaaa nnt korang jealous pulak hihi ^^ Yelah yelah.

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See! Lawa right! For your information, aku suke jam yg blink blink and too simple. For me it's nice. Tk payahlah too messy sgat jam tu. Like this watch. It got all I want, so perfect but dah jadi hak orang lain. Hm sapa lah kurang hajar sgat ni kan? Ntah ntah member sndr, alamak, habislah dia. Hikhok =.= Hm lepas moody sgatsgat tu, ofc lah my hubby risau, eceh :P Hihi masatu pergi Chamelon, aku mmg pantang tgok scarf. Hihi so dia bagi aku try one by one. Ada scarf mcam minnie mouse, ade scarf mcam kaki setan, sumenye besarbesar. Yg besarbesar tu dia kata comel. Bhhahahahahaha okay stop it. I like the simple one :) Hihi then, pergi merayau sana-sini. Haaaaa bestnye hang bila orang tk rmai. Tk sesak, CS pun tk bau masam hihi. Masa masuk PDI tu aku nmpk 1 jam, hihi jam tu smart. Cuma tepi dia aje yg tk lawa. Lepastu carik kat tmpat lain pulak. Kat sinilah ada aku berkenan. Mike yg tnjukkan. Hihi mcam tetau aje dia ni. Jam tu mmg lawa. Lebih byk blink blink dari jam atas ni. Tp tk boleh lebih dari Morgan ni lah hihi. Igat nak bagitahu jam apa tp tk jadilah. Nnt org dengki. Hihi. Tk kisahlah yg penting, I WANT THAT WATCH like SOOOOOO-MUCHIE! Korang tk boleh tahu yg mana sbb jam ni tkde dlam google search. Weekkk, booyah :P 

Wowww he just gave me this :')

I was lame, jerk and a loser. That's what everybody called me. Even I label myself that such things. Till one day, a girl came out from nowhere denied all that. She said I'm a winner, while others said I ain't. I was confused, finally I knew. I was a winner for your heart. The best trophy ever it is you. Like a love film, we like the actor without the director. We choose our own path. Cupid shot me at the eyes. I'm blind. Myself became my enemy, myself turned against me. My heart pumping for her. Too much sweet, romantic quote I made. Just to impress you, Did I success? Tell me. I obsessed with you. You more than just a part of me. I love you. You're mine. You too special. You just one of a kind girl in this earth. You too kind to be cheated, too beautiful to forgotten, too worthy for me to leave. I won't take any risk. I would propose you now. Sayang, would you be my wife forever and eternity? 


I do honey. I do. I forever do and ready for it. Heeee mmuuaahh :* Loveyousomuch!




And this :)


When you're not here, sad song, tears are who company me. I made rhymes, it is the one who made me feel better. Memory be my medicine and my poison. Your presence here is still felted. Your voice keep playing. Your smile hunt me every time. Your kiss is so much needed, especially when I'm about to sleep. It is true, when the person we love isn't with us, we will miss and our life will be miserable. Only does who strong can face it. Unfortunately I'm not. I just lost. I can't take it. Time be my greatest enemy ever. And I always lose. When you're not here, everything I see become in slow motion. So bored. Think bout you make me smile, by the time I cry. Why do I cry? I don't know. I love you. Truly I do. I would never forgot how beautiful you are when we met. How amazing you are. I miss you. This is Mike. The one who patiently waiting for you.

All for youuuuuuu :)


He's all I got, he makes my day perfect without attending to. His love was so pure. I can't get it from other except him. I do love him so much. I'm totally lost without him and losing my control but when I got him, he got me losing my mind. He clear my thoughts, fill it with our memory, our future plan, his words, his joke, his promises and all about him and us. I don't care what he's gonna do cause I know he know what's the best for us. I'm not gonna listen to what people would say, I just wanna listen to him cause there's no reason I shouldn't. Everything he said and everything he did was so perfect. They just can judge us but they can't ruin us. Strong love comes from pure love. Only the right person would have it. And it's us. I'm not gonna let others to feel your love, cause I'm the only one who deserve it. 


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Iloveyou :*

The story begin when we started to know each other. I was struggling, you were lost. Who thought together we could created something wonderful like pyramid. At first, I was confused. I'm supposed to able live this life without any kind of girl cause I hate it. I've been fool once, never be twice. Till one day, I can barely sleep at night. I wonder what you have done to me cause my brain keep thinking of you. I tried so many times to deny, but the truth just will never change no matter how hard I tried. Finally I realized, I've fallen into deep. I fall in love after for such a long time ago. No doubt about it. But what happened next, broke my heart.You really hit me very hard that time. I was depress, till the day you called me. Somehow I knew its another step forwad for us. As I begin to miss and jealousy I knew that I love you. But I doesn't have any strength to let you know. It's funny. Till one day I decided to end all this and get out from this sorrow. And yes, I did it. For a loser like me, for the first time I felt satisfied. I became a winner. Winner for your heart. It was like a special feeling. I've been patient for all these time, waiting for you to be mine. 19th March, finally the day I've been waiting for has came. All the misery, jealously gone just by looking at your smile. I gave you my heart and my all in hope you'll take care of it. Know what, every girls that I knew, none of them were like you. You gave me life, strength and to feel again and for the first time it wasn't only just a lyrical. You take my heart, give me yours. Promise to be together always and forever. Before I knew you never true love existed. You inspired me to be the great, knowing you the best make me will never give up on winning your love. Seems like a long short story bout us, but knew what this is the best story ever. I will never ever forget about this. Till the end of day, my heart belong to you. I love you. 

Standing infront of the mirror, what do you see ? Your friend ? Or was it your worst enemy ? Or you just can't identified it ? Or maybe you just ignore it ? It's ridicolous ? Come on man, what the fuck all this about ? You're just 16 years old boy who think that you already mature enough to fight against the world, nah you don't even know yourself yet. It's funny. You just ain't thinking with that deep dawg. You don't know what life is, you don't ever face real situation of being in living hell so don't talk like you knew everything. I ain't said that you were wrong bout everything, yeah you got right on some things. People nowdays can't think for long enough, they never think of the sequences for the choice they made. For them, enjoy life is the best thing and yes it was but for how long ? You just a lame kid who have nothing, you were controlled by your friends who is better than you. I know, hanging out with them make you feel like somebody. Nah, stop lying to yourself. You dont need them. Do you need everybody attentions ? You're lucky you got one. And she's beautiful I can tell that. Don't deny it. You got her you won't need nobody else, ay man, wake up. Stop complaining. You know yourself better don't tell me that you don't. They told you, you never make it, you will never achieve it, truth is nurishment but people don't believe it. Feel like you living on your own. Remember when the cupid shot you, do you still remember ? How it change your life ? People doesn't see it, but you do feel it. Even if you tell someone, they won't listen to you. That's why God give her. Give everything you have. Cause she will be the only thing you had in this world. No one knew you better than her. People just don't believe you can make it at last, but she does. She believe in you, that's what make you stronger. You had been in a dirty game which nobody willing to clean it. Leave it. Huminity gone. That's the fact. Forget about it. Freestyle your destiny. Make her trust come true at last. Don't let the past hunt you. You can start the future but it starts with leaving the past.

I'm used to be an old lame kid who desperately need everybody attention. To have so much friends will make our life great that's what I thought. When I growing up older, I hate those things and start to think that all of that are bullshit. But then an angel came out from nowhere without any clue totally surprised me. Then this lame life changed. I learned something that I don't need everybody cause I just need someone to adore me. I got you I forget everything else. Swear you got me hypnotized. I think bout you all day and dream bout you all night. Forever I will love you. Cause you just so worth it. You're fantastic baby. I'm overwhelmed that you're mine. I'm so happy. I love you !

Sorry eh lama tk update. Damn lazy. And update blog ni kinda tiresome. Tired of thinking. Okay let's here my extraordinary story ni. As usual, tradition before Raya is Balik Kampung. Balik kampung masa Ahad, 28 August. Tktau lah bape hari bulan. Actually tk tired meh. Enjoy duduk dalam kereta 12 jam bangun susah nak jalan bagai. My hometown is at Kedah which is at Kupang, Baling. Why Baling? Knape nama dia Baling? Oh there's the history there. About Raja Bersiong. Korang tktau cerita tu Google-ing ajelah kan dah maju. Tayah carik buku cerita adik 3 tahun kau tu lagi dah. Budak 3 tahun pun dah pandai ber-Facebook Twitter bagai. Okay back to the story. Masa dia tengah lari kena kejar dgn rakyat dia, dia pegang siong dia tu dekat Kuala Pegang. Lepastu dia baling siong dia tu dekat Baling atau sampai Baling, some kind of that lah. Until siong dia tu smpai dekat Siong. Ini aku dengar dari Cik Idah aku lah. Okay continue. Sampai kampung dah pkul 10 malam. Terus tidur weh. Penatnyaaaaaaaa. Esoknya tkde routine pape. Tk best sgt lah buka puasa kat kampung aku. Esoknya pulak Rayaaaaaaa. Dpat duit raya dari mak mak sedare aku aje. Dgn atuk aku skalie. But dekat rumah ke rumah tu tk dpat. Dorg kata aku dah besar. Patutnya aku lah kena pegang duit bykbyk sbb aku kan dah besar. Hihi. Tapi first Raya memang keje aku makaaaannn aje. Nak add weight tp tk naik naik pun -.-" 1st Raya mestilah pkai my blue songket. Hhahaha really like it. Lepastu pegi sawah kena record sawah. Mike nak tengok. Dia sruh bwak balik buah aku tk bwak pun. Hihihihi. Second day pergi Tanjung Dawai ramai ramai. Round dekat Pantai Merdeka naik bot. And malam pulak pergi Kolam air Panas Ulu Legong. Aku tk boleh tahan panas and sejuk. So aku dduk kat kolam budak kecik berendam dlam tu. Raya ketiga pergi Taiping melawat akak ayah, mak sedare ayah. Raya keempat pergi Penang. Naik Bukit Bendera. Walaweeeyyyy it's very scary bila nak naik atas tu. Train dia tk jatuh ke? Sepanjang naik tu aku diri tegak aje tk bergerak. Yelah takut sangat. Yg adik perempuan aku dgn sedare aku tu mcam tkde perasaan boleh tengok Georgetown depan depan. Dah lah depan tu kaca dari atas smpai bwah. Tp yg aku geramnyaa. Rmai orang bila masuk train berpusu-pusu berebut-rebut nak duduk. Tngal yg tk dpat tu kena diri. Aku diri bahagian depan sekali. Tp bila train dah bergerak klau boleh nak diri aje tengok train tu bergerak. Akai hang letak kat lutut apa? Nak sgt dduk tu duduklah. Aku tk kacau pun korang kan? Nak kacau pandangan aku yg tengah berdiri ni pulak. #Still tk puas hati ni. Hihi okay sudah. Naik atas nak online. Hhaha Raya lah katakan. Mesti byk duit nak topup. So apa lah salahnya bazirkan 2 ringgit. Tp aku habiskan 6 ringgit kot sbb ada tempat kat situ tkde line sgt. Okay bacckkk. Bila trun Penang Hill, pergi Batu Feringghi. Jalan-jalan aje tk trun pun sbb minyak nak habis. Carik petrol station kat situ tkde terpaksa patah balik pergi Georgetown. Lepastu balik kampung balik. Kena naik feri sbb adik sedare aku tu nak sgt naik feri. 


Okay mula-mula tu okay lagilah tngu 30 minit aje. Dah 45 minit aku sruh ayah naik jambatan tp ayah aku sruh tngu dulu. Okay tngu lagi. Dah 1 jam aku dah nak naik api aku sruh ayah aku naik jambatan tp ayah aku sruh tngu dulu. Lepastu baru dpat gerak dah nak smpai masuk terminal feri. Lepastu kena tngu lagi. Okay tkpe masatu aku boleh control anger aku. 1 jam 45 minit tu aku tk tahan aku ckap kat ayah aku patah blek naik jambatan. Ayah aku tknak sbb tkde jalan keluar tp aku sruh ayah ketepikan batu kat sebelah pastu keluar. Ayah aku berkeras tknak jugak tu. Angin aku dah tk boleh tahan. Aku keluar aku jerit 'Ape yg lambat sgt ni? Klau tknak tngu pegi balik naik jambatan aje lah.' Lepastu merayau kat terminal feri tu. Lepastu dah gerak. Dah nak smpai feri tu worker dia letak con merah kat depan. Arghhhhh lagi 2 aje tk boleh ke? Motor tolak 8. Hihi. Kena tngu 45 minit lagi. Sementara tu mengelamun kejap kat tepi laut tu. Tgk feri. Tgk Butterworth. Tenang aje dduk tepi laut. Ayah aku boleh tidur lagi kat tepi tu. Lepastu baru dpat naik feri. Ahhhh lega hati. Lepastu smpai kampung dah pkul 2.46 pagi. 


Pkul 8 lebih dah bgun sbb sejuk sgt and dah kena blek KL. Pkul 12 lebih dah gerak. Itu pun jam kat highway. Malam baru smpai. Dah lah esoknya ada open house kat rumah Mike. Ingatkan balik esok rupenye balik Isnin. So terpaksalah berkorban 1 hari cuti sekolah. Esoknya mak aku sruh pergi sekolah. Erghhh penat tahu tk. Tp tkpelah dpat jugak keluar rumah. Hihi. Masa sekolah mmg nothing interesting. Sabtu beraya. Sabtu ae? Err tk tk. Sabtu turun bandar tengok Hantu Bonceng. Korang kena tengok cerita tu. And ada 1 jam ni aku berkenan sangat. It's so gorgeous. Morgan brand. Just RM251 after less. Okay doesn't matter about the price. Yg penting nak jam tuuuu. #Actually aku tk suke sgt dgn jam. Asal boleh pakai aje just Mike yg ajar so addicted. Hoho. 


Haaa Ahad yg beraya. Dengan Jumaat lepas dengan todaaayyyyyy. Tadi beraya 2 rumah aje hihi lepastu pergi JBI amek angin lepastu MCD lepastu balik. 


#Eh penatlah taip panjang panjang ni. Nak warnakan lagi. 

From Mike Johan 


: Farmia my lovely wife, sorry I was takin' my bath just now. I'm sorry I can't call you cause I don't much credit left and oh ya, forget to tell you that my mum's phone was missing. Niko did that. Muuahh :* If can, please do call me. I'll wait. Darling, Iloveyou and I missing you right now. Take care. -Your husband-


: Miaa, mmuuahh :* I still tryin' to count how much I love you and yet still no answer. It's prove that my love to you can't be count, can't be seen, only can be feel by you. Iloveyou. You're lucky to get my love cause my love is so true which it is hard and kinda impossible to get it anywhere. I'm the only one for you. The only one who love you deeply. So appreciate it and love me too. Maybe more than me. Loveyou darling.


: My life was twisted. I felt like I was drowning in darkness. But who thought everything could change? The thing that had kill me once comeback to give me a new life. To see an angel from heaven I felt peace. Look deep into your eyes I see no lie. My heart opened and gave you some space to get in. Once you entered my life was totally changed. It's safe to safe that you're miracle. From my eyes you are not ordinary girl. You're my angel, my everything. You saved my life. You don't know how much it mean to me. Before I knew you never true love existed. I'm scared that we might break up one day. I don't know what I will do without you. So I'm begging you don't leave me and promise to me I won't be your ex and there won't be next for you. I can't sit still if we still unmarried. Swear I love you and it wasn't some shit I just write down. I don't care what others will say. I just want to be with you cause Miaa, I love you. 

Oh the Hell, my class is at 4th floor :O But thank God cikgu tknak ajar sebab penat. Hhahahahahhaa Okay I got oral test for BI tadi. Dapat tajuk ni : Me me me. It's all about me. Hhahaha nasib baik weh dapat tajuk senang *Itu pun merepek psl binatang. Zzzzzzz Next week exam. Sekolah lain sume dah habis exam. Knape skolah aku lambat? Tkkan tngu budak budak PMR trial baru kitorang exam? Hurrrrr -.-" Semalam tengok Sekali Lagi. Sumpah weh tknak tengok lagi. Meleleh dah air mata. Sebelah dah lah Mike -.-" Tp tktau lah dia perasan ke tk enn. Harap-harap tk perasan lah. Tp memang best lah cerita dia, smpai aku pun menangis. Okay gotta stop here. mandi, pastu makaannn.


Lama gila pegi Kip Mart enn? Dating ape? -.-"

Every night I cry and every single tear I drop, I die inside, I try to hide the fact I'm feeling lost. You're in my thoughts, I start to search inside what is the cost to have you back cause now I write about the fact it's you I lost. I'm in the dark please light up this place so I can see to walk. I'm feeling the world and time is in a pause. I don't know where to start, and you still have my heart. It's getting very hard cause we're apart, I really need to talk about how I feel this pain is real. I can't believe that you don't know. Why an't you see you're hurting me, am I invisible? I'm feeling low and nobody needs me anymore. I sit alone always at home. Can you get this visual? This pain is visible, and I thought that I was blind. I'm acting happy while you're laughing with him yeah I'm fine. And then I turn around and guess what? I'm really crush. My heart is stuck, I'm out of luck, you've shown me that I'm nothing much. Since the day you left, I just want my life to be same. Going back to the beginning from where it all started. Back when we was together far from broken hearted. It's been awhile I heard that phrase with the 8 letters 3 words. My sky has turn grey and I lost the hope and stop praying. In my bed I'm laying, tears start to fall. Staring at my phone wishing you would call, but you never came through. Please tell me what to do to fall back into your arms again, to laugh and to smile again, to feel your love again. I missed the days when you were the protector of my heart, my soul. I never once dream of letting you go. I slowly change cause day by day the same pain always strain my brain. I feel so clod, I'm getting old. Nothing to hold me, you're not around to hold me down, I'm left to broke and cry through night. My head is light cause blood keeps leaking, tell me why? Why did you leave me to believe your choices and your thought is real. I did you right, I held you tight always, I'm like the seasons, I changed from given to red, I'm all alone in bed. I stare the ceiling felling stress. Never thought I'd be the ex, never thought there'd be a next. So exhausted still cannot rest cause all I ever do is let regrets get the best and yet I try to stand cause I know that it's what you'd want and I don't even know why I still care when I know you're gone. Do you still think of me, am I a memory? Cause I remember you and us. I miss the late night talks and your voice on the phone. Tell me girl, if you still feel the same that when you're dreaming at night, you still seeing my face that you're missing all those late night talks on the phone. That without me in your life, you feel so alone. Cause if you don't and you say you were done, then all the feelings I thought were feeling so wrong. And it might be true, that cupid doesn't lie. But it doesn't matter how cause you're not in my life. Girl, I really hope you will give me one more chance to prove myself the best cause without you, there's nobody else. 


*These ain't true. Truly fake. And I hope it won't be real. Reshape my heart and break? Nope. It won't happen again. Cause I believe Miaa will never do that. 

Iloveyou. Sayang I'm sorry for what happen to us now. I know you're upset and I felt useless cause I done nothing to fix it. I keep thinking what's the best for us. But nothing come through my mind. Remember all time we had really make me happy. Please don't take away the happiness. I hope you are happy with me cause that's my goal. That's I been doing all the time, to make you smile and laugh. It's mean to me if you doesn't know it. In my world you're the queen and you rule it. Iloveyou sincerely. Really, no one ever get my love as much as you do. I hope I will get the same. But the most important in my life is to make my mum and you happy. You don't know how much I love you both. Nothing will separate us, nothing could. I really hope that our miserable time will soon come to the end. Muah :* I won't leave you cause when I got you I won't need nobody else. Be my wife sayang and I will take care of you. Goodnight. Mo dor wo. 

Happy fasting for all Muslim. Hhaha terasa macam nak type panjang panjang pulak. Rindu rasa. Harini dah start puasa, Harini lah aku sakit. Muntah muntah, pening BUT I'm still fasting. *Okay why I always press Caps Lock if I wanna type BUT? See? Dahh ignore that. Hehe tapi serupa mcm bukan orang sakit. Asyik senyum aje. I don't know why the hell is wrong with me. Maybe teringat psl lepas Raya ni kot. Mike ajak pegi Tutty Frutty. Semalam he gave me this message;

Sayang abg ta tipu

Ais cream dia mmg sdp

Nnt kita pegi sesama kay

:/

See? No worry, me got more strength to go there. Masa Raya ni pegi. Wee tk sabar. Okay got one more thing. For this last year, weeeeeee, Mike and Miaa, macamane haa nak ckp? Nak ckp ke tk? Nak ckp ke tk? Okay tknak lah. Let it be our secret. Nnt takut tk jadi malu kang Hhahaha -.-" Baru ingat, aku sambung tuition balik dahhh. Hello Emal, Aiman, Ain, Mok, Syahirah, Ilyas and HELLO MIKE MY HUBBY HUB HUB I'M BACK :D 


Peeps, for all Muslim, jgn nak gembira sgt ea bukak lagu Raya, letak lagu Raya kat blog, macam macam yg ada kena mengena dengan Raya sebab nanti takut korang yg tk beraya nanti. Harini baru first day puasa. Perjalanan kita masih jauh lagi. Okay you don't know what I mean. Physically, don't get too much. 


Happy fasting :)

Me likey her style. She's awesome ^^

I'm sorry, I'm too addicted to shawl now. Tp tudung tk pakai jugak. Ahaks XD BUT BUT BUT I loveeeeee this website. Take a look babe. 

http://chic-shawl.blogspot.com/

Goddamn at http://elleothman.blogspot.com/

Ape sey muka pure Malay perasan diri tu mix. Apa yg hebat sgt smpai nak banggakan diri tu mix? Even yg betul betul mix pun tkdelah bangga sgt ini kan kau yg pure Malay ni -.-"

Lepasni kena topup RM10 just for 2 weeks. Boleh lah tahan pulak kan aku ni.

Untuk menstabilkan kewangan macam dulu, kenalah jimat jimat sikit.

Lepas Raya ni okay dah :)

You ever get this feeling that we were meant to be. Well suddenly, a flash of light came shining on me. I started squinting at the light, I drop to knees and wonder what it was. Then I heard a voices. It said listen kid, you need to make this quick. I'm here to help you out. Yes and I'll grant you one wish. One opportunity, just one request. Just don't get greedy and selfish kid, just show respect. So I said listen here, I want you to know that I'm happy that you came. You probably know already but Imma let you know. See there's this girl in my life, but I can't let her go. She's some sort of curse. I always think about her I'll bet you know what I mean. He said okay I'll help. I'll help show you the way. Please, oh please, oh please. God, what word should I say? He said that he understood me. And he gonna bring her to me. And he only had one question. Do I really want her in my life? Oh yes, I want her. I'll do anything. I'll walk a thousand miles, I'll serve a thousand kings, I'll clime the highest mountain, I'll fight the biggest thug. I'll do whatever it takes so I could prove my love. So then I close my eyes. When I opened them, the next thing I know she was standing infront of me. I got up off my knees and then she ran to me. I rapped my arms around her. She kissed me on the cheek. I said I love you baby. Promise I'll never leave. I looked into her eyes and she smiled back at me. But then, someone placed hand on me. I turned around and there were nobody else. Then, he said I'm sorry child. You're just not meant to be. I screamed what do you mean? He said just go to sleep. Next thing I know I wake up and it was just a dream.

This maybe the last thing I wrote for you. My brain keep repeating the same word for you. 'I love you and it will be only you.' I tried to impress you by writing ryhme for you. Let you know how much you mean to me. How I want to be with you but yet still nothing coming through my pencil. As the old me I predicted life will never be as I wished for. Exhausted. Try to fall asleep, once I got to sleep, nightmare appeared. Loses at my recent fights, burdens on my shoulders, burning all my motives down, inspiration drying up and motivation slowing down. I hate people more than they hated me. Everyone's making a stink about me. Surround me with nothing but gangstas and criminals and somehow I feel I'm more comfortable around them than I do with my own neighbours or friends. I was cold-hearted and not a type of easily to fall in love. And I hated love. But nothing I can do. Cupid shot me. I did fell in love when I thought I wouldn't. Who taught it will change my life forever? Can't forget the past. I'd patiently waited for you to let me in. Once you opened your heart, I felt like I own my future, I see it. The best thing ever. I thought the light was shining on you. But it wasn't. You were the light. Shining like stars from heaven. You pull me out from the darkness. Introduce me to happiness. Teach me what love mean. Prove me I was wrong all this time. "19/3", the special day I gave my self to you. I'm beggin don't let me go. I couldn't survive without you, to never go our separate ways and surely be mine. This part I been worrying about. I afraid I can't make you happy. You know my life wasn't nice and easy. But I'm touched by the way you treated me. Never tired of me. You sacrificed everything for me. Gave me hope when I'm lost. I felt like just wanna cry and died in your arms. But I will never able to do that. Hold my hand, forget the pain, think bout us, surely you will smile. If you don't then there's must be something wrong. We came from bottom but we up high now. Look what we had achieved. Isn't it great? Together there's nothing we can't do. I wonder what's different bout my brain that separate me from the other. Doesn't matter. You make me feel like I don't need other. Tell me what else do I need when I got you? All the time we spent will never be erased. Text me after school, you did it like a homework. Never let me feel alone. Haunted me with your smile. Make me missing you. I wanna hug you tight. I don't want to lose you. Cause I'm so needing you in my life. You never know how much you meant to me. I love you. I kept you in my heart. I remember everything about you. Love always shines, that's how I'll find you. In case you forgot, I hope this will remind you


I consider you as the best thing in my life. The greatest person to own me. No one did this before. Finally, we free. We managed to break the chain. Chain of worrying, scared and pain.

Kome tktahu kan apebende gambar kat atas ni? Hhaha cuba tengok betul betul. Nampak? Hhaha. Pegi Pizza Hut with his family kat tempat baru tu. Okay aku tktahu jalan apa yg penting Pizza Hut pandulaju. Sape duduk Perling tahulah. Happy nya semalam sampai harini pun tk habis habis senyum aje memanjang. Okay papai.

Hehe ada orang kata muka aku nampak matang sgt bila pkai tudung and kurang sikit bila tk pkai tudung. Terlalu tua sangat ke aku ni? 

Yelaa klau orang dah ckap mcam tu.

Hehe maybe aku cepat marahlah tu. 

24 days more. You'll be 16. I love you!

Waiting outside the lines - Greyson Chance :')

Rasanya harini hari yang paling buat aku penat. Daripada pagi tadi until now I haven't got my sleep. And it's too hot outside there. Rumah lebih sejuk. Ahhhhhhhhh

I realize it. Now I have more time for you. I hope it won't be the last :)

Overall semua blog budak kecik letak lagu Aishiteru?! 

Baru sampai rumah ea cik abg? Wahh makan kat luar dgn ibu lah tuuu ^^

Sorry tkde credit nak replyyyy :(
I love you so much Mike Johan.

My DP wasn't freak lah! Pkai tudung kan? Hhehe, okay, itu sebenarnya, still trying. 

Jgn risau, Kau cakap ape pun aku pasang telinga aje. 

Dah biasa. Tahu tk sebab ape? Sebab last year paling aku tk suka. Kena reject dgn benda yg merepek.

C'mon lah aku kan kuat bergurau! Get over it guys. 

Lil Wayne ft Lloyd Banks & Eminem - Died in your arms 

Gelabah sangat sangat sekarang ni. And I'm sooooo freaking tired today. Bukan tired apa, tired memikirkan pasal esok. Esok dah kena hantar buku Math. Biasa-lah-kan! Fham fham jelaa. Nak pinjam buku cikgu tk bagi. Dpat buku Farhana aje. Itu pun kat Iqa. Soooo, ada 2 jam ajelah esok utk complete kan buku tuu. Kecoh aku kat fb. Okay tk kecoh sgt lah. Aku yg lebih lebih kat fb. Bagusssss lain kali buat lagi. Jumaat ni hari terbuka. Bagusssss sakitlah telinga aku nanti! 

Huluuuu, harini special day for her; Nur Shuhada Bte Abdul Karim. 

Dia ni obses gila dengan pink. Hhaha aku pun tk mcm tu. Okay I dislike pink. Not hate but dislike. 

Happy 16 day bebeh! May God bless you. 

Make your parents proud. 

I love you baby Gemookkk ^^ 

Macamane ni? Rindu sgt. Sampai tgn aku pun bau kau!

Haa I miss your hug. Shhhh heheh

Alhamdulillah everything's back to normal.
Need to be ready for July. We'll meet just once a week :(

I'm afraid at all things which can separate us. But I was most afraid that we, me or you decide to end up this relationship. 

You're my blissfulness ♥