July 25, 2011
I'm sorry, I'm too addicted to shawl now. Tp tudung tk pakai jugak. Ahaks XD BUT BUT BUT I loveeeeee this website. Take a look babe.
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July 23, 2011
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July 21, 2011
You ever get this feeling that we were meant to be. Well suddenly, a flash of light came shining on me. I started squinting at the light, I drop to knees and wonder what it was. Then I heard a voices. It said listen kid, you need to make this quick. I'm here to help you out. Yes and I'll grant you one wish. One opportunity, just one request. Just don't get greedy and selfish kid, just show respect. So I said listen here, I want you to know that I'm happy that you came. You probably know already but Imma let you know. See there's this girl in my life, but I can't let her go. She's some sort of curse. I always think about her I'll bet you know what I mean. He said okay I'll help. I'll help show you the way. Please, oh please, oh please. God, what word should I say? He said that he understood me. And he gonna bring her to me. And he only had one question. Do I really want her in my life? Oh yes, I want her. I'll do anything. I'll walk a thousand miles, I'll serve a thousand kings, I'll clime the highest mountain, I'll fight the biggest thug. I'll do whatever it takes so I could prove my love. So then I close my eyes. When I opened them, the next thing I know she was standing infront of me. I got up off my knees and then she ran to me. I rapped my arms around her. She kissed me on the cheek. I said I love you baby. Promise I'll never leave. I looked into her eyes and she smiled back at me. But then, someone placed hand on me. I turned around and there were nobody else. Then, he said I'm sorry child. You're just not meant to be. I screamed what do you mean? He said just go to sleep. Next thing I know I wake up and it was just a dream.
July 10, 2011
This maybe the last thing I wrote for you. My brain keep repeating the same word for you. 'I love you and it will be only you.' I tried to impress you by writing ryhme for you. Let you know how much you mean to me. How I want to be with you but yet still nothing coming through my pencil. As the old me I predicted life will never be as I wished for. Exhausted. Try to fall asleep, once I got to sleep, nightmare appeared. Loses at my recent fights, burdens on my shoulders, burning all my motives down, inspiration drying up and motivation slowing down. I hate people more than they hated me. Everyone's making a stink about me. Surround me with nothing but gangstas and criminals and somehow I feel I'm more comfortable around them than I do with my own neighbours or friends. I was cold-hearted and not a type of easily to fall in love. And I hated love. But nothing I can do. Cupid shot me. I did fell in love when I thought I wouldn't. Who taught it will change my life forever? Can't forget the past. I'd patiently waited for you to let me in. Once you opened your heart, I felt like I own my future, I see it. The best thing ever. I thought the light was shining on you. But it wasn't. You were the light. Shining like stars from heaven. You pull me out from the darkness. Introduce me to happiness. Teach me what love mean. Prove me I was wrong all this time. "19/3", the special day I gave my self to you. I'm beggin don't let me go. I couldn't survive without you, to never go our separate ways and surely be mine. This part I been worrying about. I afraid I can't make you happy. You know my life wasn't nice and easy. But I'm touched by the way you treated me. Never tired of me. You sacrificed everything for me. Gave me hope when I'm lost. I felt like just wanna cry and died in your arms. But I will never able to do that. Hold my hand, forget the pain, think bout us, surely you will smile. If you don't then there's must be something wrong. We came from bottom but we up high now. Look what we had achieved. Isn't it great? Together there's nothing we can't do. I wonder what's different bout my brain that separate me from the other. Doesn't matter. You make me feel like I don't need other. Tell me what else do I need when I got you? All the time we spent will never be erased. Text me after school, you did it like a homework. Never let me feel alone. Haunted me with your smile. Make me missing you. I wanna hug you tight. I don't want to lose you. Cause I'm so needing you in my life. You never know how much you meant to me. I love you. I kept you in my heart. I remember everything about you. Love always shines, that's how I'll find you. In case you forgot, I hope this will remind you
I consider you as the best thing in my life. The greatest person to own me. No one did this before. Finally, we free. We managed to break the chain. Chain of worrying, scared and pain.
I consider you as the best thing in my life. The greatest person to own me. No one did this before. Finally, we free. We managed to break the chain. Chain of worrying, scared and pain.