Standing infront of the mirror, what do you see ? Your friend ? Or was it your worst enemy ? Or you just can't identified it ? Or maybe you just ignore it ? It's ridicolous ? Come on man, what the fuck all this about ? You're just 16 years old boy who think that you already mature enough to fight against the world, nah you don't even know yourself yet. It's funny. You just ain't thinking with that deep dawg. You don't know what life is, you don't ever face real situation of being in living hell so don't talk like you knew everything. I ain't said that you were wrong bout everything, yeah you got right on some things. People nowdays can't think for long enough, they never think of the sequences for the choice they made. For them, enjoy life is the best thing and yes it was but for how long ? You just a lame kid who have nothing, you were controlled by your friends who is better than you. I know, hanging out with them make you feel like somebody. Nah, stop lying to yourself. You dont need them. Do you need everybody attentions ? You're lucky you got one. And she's beautiful I can tell that. Don't deny it. You got her you won't need nobody else, ay man, wake up. Stop complaining. You know yourself better don't tell me that you don't. They told you, you never make it, you will never achieve it, truth is nurishment but people don't believe it. Feel like you living on your own. Remember when the cupid shot you, do you still remember ? How it change your life ? People doesn't see it, but you do feel it. Even if you tell someone, they won't listen to you. That's why God give her. Give everything you have. Cause she will be the only thing you had in this world. No one knew you better than her. People just don't believe you can make it at last, but she does. She believe in you, that's what make you stronger. You had been in a dirty game which nobody willing to clean it. Leave it. Huminity gone. That's the fact. Forget about it. Freestyle your destiny. Make her trust come true at last. Don't let the past hunt you. You can start the future but it starts with leaving the past.