This maybe the last thing I wrote for you. My brain keep repeating the same word for you. 'I love you and it will be only you.' I tried to impress you by writing ryhme for you. Let you know how much you mean to me. How I want to be with you but yet still nothing coming through my pencil. As the old me I predicted life will never be as I wished for. Exhausted. Try to fall asleep, once I got to sleep, nightmare appeared. Loses at my recent fights, burdens on my shoulders, burning all my motives down, inspiration drying up and motivation slowing down. I hate people more than they hated me. Everyone's making a stink about me. Surround me with nothing but gangstas and criminals and somehow I feel I'm more comfortable around them than I do with my own neighbours or friends. I was cold-hearted and not a type of easily to fall in love. And I hated love. But nothing I can do. Cupid shot me. I did fell in love when I thought I wouldn't. Who taught it will change my life forever? Can't forget the past. I'd patiently waited for you to let me in. Once you opened your heart, I felt like I own my future, I see it. The best thing ever. I thought the light was shining on you. But it wasn't. You were the light. Shining like stars from heaven. You pull me out from the darkness. Introduce me to happiness. Teach me what love mean. Prove me I was wrong all this time. "19/3", the special day I gave my self to you. I'm beggin don't let me go. I couldn't survive without you, to never go our separate ways and surely be mine. This part I been worrying about. I afraid I can't make you happy. You know my life wasn't nice and easy. But I'm touched by the way you treated me. Never tired of me. You sacrificed everything for me. Gave me hope when I'm lost. I felt like just wanna cry and died in your arms. But I will never able to do that. Hold my hand, forget the pain, think bout us, surely you will smile. If you don't then there's must be something wrong. We came from bottom but we up high now. Look what we had achieved. Isn't it great? Together there's nothing we can't do. I wonder what's different bout my brain that separate me from the other. Doesn't matter. You make me feel like I don't need other. Tell me what else do I need when I got you? All the time we spent will never be erased. Text me after school, you did it like a homework. Never let me feel alone. Haunted me with your smile. Make me missing you. I wanna hug you tight. I don't want to lose you. Cause I'm so needing you in my life. You never know how much you meant to me. I love you. I kept you in my heart. I remember everything about you. Love always shines, that's how I'll find you. In case you forgot, I hope this will remind you


I consider you as the best thing in my life. The greatest person to own me. No one did this before. Finally, we free. We managed to break the chain. Chain of worrying, scared and pain.